Marriage and Parenting

hello readers,

im sorry for not writing for quite sometimes now. been busy with lots of things. too many thing to handle.

so..marriage..and parenting..

for me, both are equally hard. no one tell us how hard it is to be married, to be parent. and honestly i think i am not really prepared for all this.

first, ure married. yup with all those lovey dovey moments. then, u'll be pregnant. now then things started to change. you changed. he changed. ambiance changed. 

and sometimes, you'll feel that his touch is different. the way he looked at you is different. because u have baby now, he feels like he need to work his ass off for more money. and because of that, he will have limited time with you, and your baby.

i dont know. mayb it's just me.. mayb its my postpartum depression. 

i dont know.

till then,

Lya