Sunday, October 31, 2010

seriously, i dun know what to post..
but i like this photo.
this photo was taken during our class trip to Port Dickson.
two of us..merayau2 mencari tempat shooting. hehe!

well, shabil is spreading his wing.
he and his friend is opening their photography business. as a freelancers. 
their work is awesome (im not complimenting them because one of them is my bf, but its true). 
see their work for urself. here's the blog :

as for me, im going to start my freelance photographer job in Penang. i already booked this 21 November. i can see the cash flowing in already..hehe! (gile mate duitan tul!)

okay la, thats all for now.
will update soon.

x o x o

Friday, October 29, 2010

seriously xpaham

seriously, i dun understand. why me? i didnt ask for this,k. 
i tot today was the happiest day in my life since ive finished all my presentation for this semester. 
but my evening was ruined when..
i terdengar la plak people talking bot my 'appearance' in this makhluk tuhan's wall thru this application.
i didnt ask for this. dah la u wrote 'Lya No 3? WTF! :D'
perlu ke?

korg tgk la sndr.
a photo can tell thousands of stories.

that's all for now. nite2!!!
x o x o

Thursday, October 28, 2010

the waitings.

adoi..pecah kpale la nk wat pe for Shabil's birthday. 
all these years, i made the card, the gift..
tp rse mcm nk wat something different from the past years. xbest la klu same je kn..huhu!
i have a few ideas (xleh ckp kt cni. nnt da xsurprise if he read this), but need lots of medium la plak kn..
well, i'll try my very2 best to do it! 
i hope this time he make him remember me ALWAYS!

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later (now is considered as Thursday already), i will have my Web Programming II's presentation. all done. 
good job buddies (eza, aten & shabil)!!!
finally, our nightmares are over!
we can start having our sweet dreams from now on..

*eh, almost forgot about the final plak!*

so now, we can start focusing on our final exam :
i really2 hope that i can do really2 well this semester.
i cant wait to end this semester. so that i dont have to see that fellas's face! haha! 
really2 cant wait.
hope not to see u til death!

p/s : goodluck people on ur finals. see u guys again soon.

x o x o

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

seriously, i need help!
web programming is sooooooooo complicated! ive tried the same thing over and over again but still got no luck.
this is supposed to be a group assignments. but aten and eza got other things to do..
so..its just me and
its like ure stranded on an island waiting to be rescue..yeah, that what i feel now.

x o x o

Monday, October 25, 2010 we know..
never easy
but somehow i dont understand how can other people take all things in life as easy as ABC? 
poor grades, its OKAY. as long tak fail. 
but not for me, im trying my hardest to get more than juz okay.
i grew up in a family that grades are really matter. u'll be considered as lazy if u got poor grades. even if u tried ur best to it. 
yeah. thats my life. 
my mom wun juz accept poor grades. last semester, i got 3.4. she dont even say anything. 

if ure in a group, 
klu la ko tu malas sgt. xkn bg idea pun xbleh? 
knape ble xde klas je xnk dtg campus? knape ble xde klas je g dating? shopping? lepak2?
serious, i xpaham.
u tau u got loads of works to do, but u still behaving like u got nothing to do than juz waasting ur time.
i admit, i went shopping too.
i went out watch movies too.
i went out dating too.

i did my part. i finished my works.
seriously, i xpaham.
and malas nk ckp pape..nnt kecik hati, gaduh, langsung xckp.
i hate to create scene.
but  since the first semester, i saw people messing around with their grades.
ur parents kuar duit send u to KL to study. bkn main2..
thats not my problem.
just giving opinion on this situation.

*tidak melibatkan mne2 pihak yg masih hidup ataupun yg sudah meninggal dunie ye*
klu anda terasa, not my fault. im juz saying.
yg baik kte amek jd tauladan. yg buruk jadikan la sempadan.


x o x o

Sunday, October 24, 2010

perfect day.. annoying night..

knape la ramai sgt yg ske nk amek tau psal i? im not a celebrity. im juz ordinary human that have the rights to do what she wants to do to be happy. i xkacau org pun. klu la i ni kacau org, xpe la klu org nk kacau i..this is not masalah die nieh? org kate, klu de org tu ske mgacau org, maknenye die ske kt org tuh.
hmmm..ntah la..cant u juz leave me alone? im not even planning to see u anymore after this. please move on la..i have enough of this. i dont like u too. stop acting like u care. u made a post and tagged me in it. whats ur problem? i xkacau u, u xpyah la kacau i..i dun like it. 
am i that great smpi u beriye2 sgt dgn i nieh? u suke i ke? 
no comment..

til then...


Thursday, October 21, 2010


i called me..ask for help..i help u..
u told me that ure being stabbed..u sounded so innocent..
but ure actually liar.
i cant believe that i actually believe u..
u told people lies about me..till all people blame me..
ure the 1 who stabbing me all this while..
im so stupid to believe u..
things that u told me, ALL LIES.
coz ive heard the other side of the stories..
u told me the opposite and u tols me not to tell anyone or ask anyone.
ure actually afraid that i might find out the truth right?
too bad, i wun forgive u.
5 semesters is enough for u to fool me around.
FULLSTOP! thats it.
im not going to tolerate anymore.
pandai2 la ko nk hidup.
hidup ni bukan selame-lamenye.. ure not always going to be on top.
ko buat aku, aku akan pastikan, ko xkn aman.
u wun notice what i will do to u..

finally, my Final Year Project is OVER!!! so relieve..
td madam suzi okay je..siap back up kitorg lg ble sir rafidei komen mcm2.
actually, when he first saw our group, he said "group ni i xske. potong markah!". what the hell is he saying that for? die ingt kitorg ni ske sgt kot kt die. i got C for my Fundamental of Animation during my third semester! during the presentation, he keeps on commenting our project. but, lantak la. we did a good job. its his problem that he dun understand what we're saying. too bad.

one down, a few more to go..

still got web programming..thats tough too. we're going to really try our best best to that. in that class, me & shabil was the first person who finished the exercises given. so, i am really going to that well. 
pray for me ya!

these are a few photos taken after our FYP's presentation:

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the worst part of the day, INTRODUCTION TO ENTREPRENEURSHIP's presentation!
well, en.megat call me to ask us to present our report at 430. so after discussing with the other member (eza & shabil), so, we decided to just go for it.
he asked us what are our problem that make it difficult for us to achieve rm1500 target.
so we answered :
1. no time (as we're final year students)
2. money problem (for eza & aten)

the he answered :
"that is ur problem" 

should i piss off? haha! eza went kinda overboard that she really fight with en.megat. he look at me in the eyes. OMG! does he thinks, im afraid of him?
hell NO!
dah la..malas nk komen lebih2 pasal. lantak lah ye. 
but now, he gave us 1 week time to find rm600 in order to achieve our rm1500 target. 
if not, i only going to get 25% of out 50%.
im going to fail if i didnt reach the target.

oh God..please help me..


19 October 2010 - Innovative Edge Designz's Meeting

sorry for the late post..even its been 2 days ago, i still want to post something.
after all, its my blog. i punye suke lah! huhu! 

today, meeting about our FYP progress to be presented this thursday (its today actually).
cornelious made a great job. im liking his works. hehe! 
(I love u Cornelious!!! <3 <3 <3)
everything seems to be fine. tinggal report and presentation slides je yg kne prepare. in my eyes, our project was perfect! xtau la pe yg Sir Rafidei & Mdm Suzidiana akan ckp esok..
throughout this semester, all we did was altering the FONTS (sizes, spacing, alignments).
week 10, madam ckp "owh, korg wat CD, bukan website?" 
haha! seriously, bru week 10 madam found out that we didnt make website? huhu!
she is sooo funny.
well, these are the pictures on the day that Cornelious, Fatin, Shabil and me have meeting.

cornelious, me & aten

cornelious & me

last but not least, me & Shabil

i was laughing while looking at this picture. Shabil looks like bapak org! dgn misai tebal! org soh trim, xnk. its okay la honey. up to u..its urs after all. these photos are taken at Level 9 with really2 dim light. haha! we love to do out works in the dark.
by the way, i love u guys. thanks for ur efforts throughout this project. and im truly sorry if i did scold u..or pissed u off. im sorry..

* * * * *

well, as for now : its 1.15am 21/10/2010
i will have my Final Year Project's presentation at 10am this morning. sooo nervous! but i dun really scared..bcoz pg besok mesti xramai yg dtg..class xde, mesti sume org nk tdo..hehe! hopefully everything will goes on smoothly..
we'll dress up in black..hehe!
and plus, i have to submit my assignment tomorrow. 5 pages of essay tittled "Peranan Masjid dalam Pembangunan Insan Remaja" phewwww! 
i feel soooo great after finishing it!

thats all for now. see u guys soon!


Monday, October 18, 2010

Saturday + Sunday + Monday

hello people!
its me again. (who else will it be since this is my blog?)
so, my dilemma on saturday was answered when i decided to go back to seremban. hehe!
after my last post, i trus take a train to Seremban. wan nk amek, but i think its menyusahkan je. so, i called abah that im coming home! hehe!
i arrived in Seremban exactly 12a.m (my BB's time). abah is already there waiting for me. hehe! tersengeh je die tgk as i walk to the car. hehe! smpi je rumah, g bilik wan. wan terkejut tgk i balik that night. 
she said "kato td xjd balik..tibo2 yo tepacul kek sni..heyyy budak nieh!".
then i trus ajak wan kuar mkn kt Pak Abu. (stall yg bukak smpi 3 4 pg jual nasi lemak & ayam goreng kawwww!)
then janji dgn my dear kazen, nurul to meet us there. mkn, minum, mkn, borak2, gosip2, gelak2, kul 2 i balik. balik tu trus pengsan.

bloated + sleepy

* * * * *

the next morning, abah kejut i around 10 soh fetch my brother kt Cyberjaya. dgn xmandi, juz brush my teeth & basuh muke, i pun g la fetch my brother dgn abah. wan stay at home masak lunch. (gulai ayam kampung masak lomak! our all time fav)
my dear bambam promised to come around changed. he didnt finished his work. so he couldn't come.
around 6pm, my brother ajak kuar g Seremban 2. so we went out while wan, abah, mama went to visit org sakit kt Gamin (i dun know where is that). so we went jalan2 tanpa arah tujuan in the mall. tgk handphones la..tgk kasut la..hehe! then after that g Secret Recipe enjoying cakes (my treats). bile lg nk blanje my dear ONLY brother sekor tu kn..hehe!
ibu call that night. saying that she fine and having soooo much fun in JEJU ISLAND,KOREA. she said she's going for SUBMARINE TRIP. OMG!!! im soooo jealous! but ibu promised that next year, all of us will go to Korea after she return from Sweeden. i hope that will actually happen!
then before balik, i bought sponge cake. balik2 je hbs. haha! kalau tau sume suke, i beli 2. huhu! tp wan & abah da de kencing manis. so xleh mkn bende manis2 sgt..elok la tuh bli 1 je..hehe!

my new fav - oreo cheese

as usual my brother's choice = walnut brownies

* * * * *

im sooo shocked that my bambam can wake up after 1 call at 6 am. huhu! slalunye, after berpuluh2 miss calls, bru la die sedar, thanked God for that.
he is coming!!!
he got onto the train at 730 am. so i budget around 930 die smpi la. but, die smpi at 9. he called, then i trus g amek die dgn xmandinye..haha! xpe la, bukan nk trun pun. g amek die je. huhu! around 10am, bertolak from home to office abah. abah g kje sooo early in the morning. so before send amir back to MMU, g la jumpe abah dlu. that is the first time Shabil went to abah's new college called

::East West College::

its majoring in hotel management. so now shabil xleh la nk kte i tipu die. my dad really have a college, okeh?! haha!

after hantar amir, kitorg balik tdo then kul 330 pm kuar g LEMAN DAWI mkn cendol. its famous in Negeri Sembilan. tp agak bingit gak la telinge duk mkn cendol kt situ. Leman Dawi tu byk ckp. sume pasal sejarah. klakar pun ade. org sume gelak je tgk die asyik bercakap je. hehe!
cendol die serious murah. cendol biase rm1 klu de pulut / kacang / jagung, rm1.50. klu nk tambah pape, FREE.
nice kn..yg bestnye, klu nk air barli, its FOC (free of charge). xkire la nk minum kt situ ke..nk bungkus ke..its free..i xtau la mcm mne die amek untung. hehe!

now, im in KL already. have oooodles of works to do. but im trying my very2 best to update my blog. got presentations to final year project..arrggghhhh! quite tense!
but im glad its almost over. 
no need to face the people that i dont like anymore! yay!
ni td before balik hostel, me and Shabil had dinner @subway, KL sentral. its my vegetarian night. huhu!

soo tired now..gudnite people! see you guys soon ya. tata!


Saturday, October 16, 2010

Henna for Charity

yesterday i got henna tattoo. its for charity. lame da xber-charity..huhu! its kinda nice. indian lady wat. kejap je die wat. da pro katenye..hehe! 

so this is the outcome. panjang & nice. one hand, RM10. design die mcm indian2 sket. huhu!

this is what my friend, Eza did. sooo nice! her design, both hands RM10. i personally like her design. hehe! sooo jealous!

this is the first time i pkai inai after more than 10 years xpkai inai. mule2 tu takot la jugak, mne la tau kang xcantek ke..alhamdulillah, puas hati. hehe!
My Lovely Bambam belanje.hehe! so why not. nk tggu kawin bru pkai inai mcm lame lak lg. alang2 this lady dtg unikl, so wat je la.


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today, got class. RAKAN MASJID. huhu! dont know why i still have to take that. hehe! xpe la, so far, that class boring jugak kadang2 okay je. sbb ustaz tu cte pasal mcm2. ble ustaz cte mcm tu la yg wat i sedar yg betape pentingnye agame ni sbnrnye.

*mule la dtg rse takot pd tuhan tuh*

takot tu mmg la takot. tp tu lah, seru xdtg ke..nur xdtg ke..mmg sedar that ive done a lot of mistakes in my life. td ustaz ckp, "duit tak boleh beli kebahagiaan". trase gak la ble de 2 3 org budak yg tbe2 tgk i. i was like, what the hell? am i the only 1 who think money can buy my happiness?
ble ustaz ckp ttg hal2 mcm tu je org pandang i. hmmm..i dun care. pandang la slagi mne korg larat nk pandang. 

now, its 9.05pm. im still in dilemma. nk balik Seremban ke x nieh..
menci la this feeling.
this thinking bot it..

*nak balik ke tak..nak balik ke tak.."

tgk la..maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow..not sure.

this is officially my new blog!
i have another blog actually. it's for 'meluahkan perasaan' only. 

i want to make a statement here:
from now on, i will live my life as how i want it to be. i wun let anybody (shall i call them 'babi & bitches') to ruin it. 

1. i choose my own friend.
2. i'll do whatever i wanna do.
3. i'll say whatever i wanna say.

so those of you, xpyah susah2 nk amek tau pasal org lain yea. amek tau hal sendiri je ye. tp, pelik la, u dont like me, in fact u hate me sooo much. tapi, npe bce blog org? haha! maknenye, u guys sendiri yg cri jalan nk myakitkan hati sendiri. i am who i am. this is me. im to pretending to be somebody else. u're the one yg hypocrite. xsuke, tp wat2 suke..haha! pity u..xleh nk luahkn prasaan sendiri. so thats why u end up hating others who have the courage to speak for themselves.
i felt sorry for u.

untuk mgelakkn sakit hati, xpyah la bce my blog ye. i xkecik hati pun klu u xbce my blog. i lg suke.