hello darlings!
this week have been the busiest week ever!
i have to study for my finals, thinking of my drawing progress and shooting for my photography's exhibition
try to add all that, it will sum up to a serious brain injury!
haha!
all i need now is a peace of mind..i just finished reading 16 chapters for my final paper tomorrow
*lucky that i only have 2 papers this semester*
its exhausting! well, my mom have been asking me to follow her going back to Kelantan..
but i cant..i have my drawing exhibition on 15 May
she is going back earlier than that
hopefully she'll understand..and not assuming im making up reasons not to follow her..*finger already crossed*
taken on Monday, 7May..on my way back from campus to see my darling at his workplace after my exam.
edited thru instagrm
so, my favourite thing to talk about is about my darling
we did fought a few days ago..on Monday if im not mistaken
we're not really arguing, but i dont like the way he answered me at that time
so while he's taking his shower, i walked out the house
i just brought my coins purse and my blackberry
i just left everything
i went down, bought Coke and just sat there to get some fresh air
i didnt answer any of his calls or msgs..til he told me that he is on his way looking for me near Petronas
i picked up the phone and talked to him
and i waited for him until he came in front of me
we talked..
i told him that im done trying or waiting for things to happen the way that i wanted it to be
*how selfish i am at that time*
i dont even looking at him at that time
he persuade me that that incident will never happen again..
well, he deserves second chance
so i gave him another chance..
then we walked a bit
chill a bit
i want the star..he gave me this star..haha! cute!
i already got someone who really cared about me, who's willing to do anything for me..
but i blew it
the problem is me. i was selfish. i wanted things to go my way.
i didnt try to understand him, but he always understands me
im lucky that we didnt end it up that night..if not, i am certainly sure that i will be the one who's cutting my own wrist..
p/s: if ure reading this, please know that im so sorry for what happened. that was super foolish of me. super childish of me. i promise, i will try not be that childish again. im glad that u still believing in me after what happened :-)
xoxo
Lya