2.0.2.0 - Expectations

hi readers! it been long since my last posts. as yall know, im working full time now, and also a full time PhD student. can yall imagine the struggles there? for some who dont know, they think that working and studying is easy peasy. i often got this Q "alaaaaa, keje teaching je pun..bukan teruk sgt pun". yup, teaching. not that bad. mayb for you, but not for me.

unlucky for me is that, im fulltime lecturer, fulltime PhD student, and also a fulltime Mommy.

3-in-1

can u imagine? if u followed me, u know that my hsbnd got transferred to Penang. so now, it a year now. ure juggling here and there for ur kids. send her to school in the morning then picks her up latest by 6pm. u cant take any extra things just because u have kids to pick up. if ure late, u got penalized. so there goes my life. not that im complaining. but dont judge me.

it doesnt mean that im not writing if u dont see me writing. its not that i always sleep when u see me sleeping. not that i eat a lot when u see me eat. so please. STOP. i had enough of all those judgments. mayb ure a saint, that ure super perfect. u dont have to get thru what i went thru. life is hard, but im coping well with it. and not complaining. im just telling.

i believe many of you has set up ur new year resolutions.

goodluck with what ure planning for ya!

New Year, New Life

Hi darlings,

I wasnt feeling so good about things that has been bothering me these days. Well, to be honest, there are lot of things happening right now.

FIRST of all, my husband has been transferred to Penang. Seriously, I dont know what to expect. Like seriously, are we going to be staying apart like this for years to come? Its not that i cnt take care of myself and Ayra alone, but its good to know that i have someone supporting me.

And, i dont really know where to pour my heart out. So since i have a blog, so i think i better pour it here.

Then i think i dont really feel good about something which i cant say it here. It feels awful.

New year, new life? I heard that a lot from people these days. But for me, i want to be better person than i am today. I admit, there are a lot of things to learn. InsyaAllah, slowly..


Til then
Lya

Lya's 2018 Highlights & 2019 Resolutions

Assalamualaikum and Hi darlings!

How have u guys been! Its 2019! Yay! Happy New Year darlings!

So,

In this post, i will share my 2018's highlights with u guys. Here are a few highlights that i made me remember 2018

APRIL

- Ayra turns ONE, and its been ONE year since im becoming a mommy! hahahha

- family vacation to Japan

- my beloved Uwan passed away *alfatihah to her*

JULY

- started my part time work as part time lecturer in UniKL teaching Multimedia Authoring 2

SEPTEMBER

- got to be permanent staff in UniKL as lecturer (contract terms) and got to teach another subject; Digital Graphic Design. 

DECEMBER

- presented my first ever paper in a conference. One step closer to #roadtodoctorate !!!

- hubs got transferred to Penang *sob sob sob*

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So now it my resolutions corner! hahaks! So these are some of them:

1. Intend to submit my thesis this year

2. Finish my PhD

3. To get that totally permanent staff status in UniKL..not contract based..

4. Buy a car.

5. Buy a house.

6. Be a better muslim. Better wife to Aflah, better Mommy to Ayra.

7. To forgive more

8. To be healthier. I go to gym these days..hahaks

9. To explore more countries. Where to next? Haaaa..wait for my post somewhere in April 2019

10. Not to shop a lot. Get what i need, not what i want.

11. Save money more.

12. I wish i can get my doctorate this year!!! Like desperately! Im so tired of studying and writings..

... the list could go on and on and on and on..hahahhahaha

So, thank you so much 2018. You have taught me well. I am who i am today due to the lessons learned in 2018. InsyaAllah, i want to be a better person. For myself. And for others. 

Happy New Year guys! May all our resolutions come true, aminnnn!

Til then,

Lya