Happy Father's Day!

Father's Day is this weekend!

i dont think i will get to celebrate father's day with Abah. im going back to Penang on Thurday. urgh, too bad. i have to be in Penang as soon as my mom landed in Malaysia from Monaco. even if i get the chance to stay, Abah is not going to be around. he is too busy with work and wandering around the world i guess.

im going to miss him.

well, obviously i cant live without Abah, even that my parents are already divorced. 

Abah is the one who's going to b awake every night to make sure that there is no mosquito in my room

Abah is the one who bought my first handbag

Abah is the one who bought me my first handphone. its the motorola pe ntah. flip, ade arial lg. wah..hbs bangge dah at that time. 

Abah is the one who settled my problems. by knowing how Alia Amira's attitude in school, Abah needs a lot of patience to deal with. Abah settled all my summons, debts..my Abah is kinda my ATM machine. hehe! 

Abah is the person who will back me up when Ibu scolded me.

Abah bought me my first bicycle and teach me how to ride that bicycle. hbs calar balar lutut ble jatuh basikal.

Abah is the one who took me to the hospital and introduced me to a really handsome doctor! - he is still my doctor until today.

Abah is the one who attend school activities including my report card day. 

i am the one who kept all Abah secret.

Abah is the one i will look if i want opinions on guys. and he will also be the one who will nagged about what kind of guys should i find.

- its tooooo many occasions to be listed here - 

seriously, there are a lot of things i shared with Abah rather than Ibu. when i was young, its hard to find time to be with Abah. he is soooo busy with work. he once told me "klu abah xkje, mcm mne nk blikan mira handphone, nk bwak g jalan2, nk bli barbie dolls, makan sedap2...". i miss hearing Abah say that to me. how time flies, im 21 now. 

is it too much to ask if i want my future hubby to have qualities just like my dad? i want to feel safe with that guy just like how i felt when im with my dad. i want my hubby to pamper me just like how my dad did. 

i miss the days when i was with my dad. 

hehe! see, how time flies! kejap je rse.

to Abah, Happy Father's Day! i hope u will always be in a good health. i love u Abah!

p/s: if u still have ur dad, let him know that i love him. if u dont, read him Yaasin this father's day. anyways, enjoy ur weekend! take care and have fun!

x o x o

Lya