life is hard. when it comes to relationship, it even harder. its hard for me to deal with everything when i have everything to loose. i wouldnt care if that relationship means nothing to me. i wont be bothered by any of that if i dont give a damn about it. but why cant the other person understand me? being into relationship for me its like being into another world that i have to adapt. i am happy, but i need more time to adapt. im just a girl who still trying to find what up with the world. all i can say here is that im done trying everything in the world. during my school days, i already done all that. so no more now. im just trying to find the right path for me to follow. im 21, got lot more things to learn. i am happy if u could help me with that. im happy if u could be my leader in life. and i hope u will be the head of my family. dreaming of having life with u is the best thing that i ever do in my life (the best after shopping).
so u have to accept me for who i am.
im not that rich. its just that i always got what i want. i am short-tempered. so u have to be the water that calms the fire. not the petrol to add up the fire. im bratz. my parents spoil me a lot. so i hope u can spoil me too. just like how my parents did. i love to sulk. so dont be mad if i sulk a lot. haha! thats just me. i like everything over the top. i love big parties, i love grand place. so deal with it. even that i have to be admitted into the hospital, i want private hospital. unless its under critical condition. general hospital is my least option. based on my experience before.
u should be more matured than me. im childish enough for u to become one too.
well, if im talking about these, i will take me like 4 hours to write even its already in my mind. haha! its hard to put it in words. haha! i'll update more about this.
before i go, here's what i found from other's blog. hehe! take care darlings!
x o x o
Lya
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