updates for Thursday - 220411

hello bloggies!
as u know, bieber's fever is over. so do my fever. haha! de org kte, "u pnye fever tu, dr last week lg.." haha! yeah. my fever main2 la pulak kn..i felt sick during the day and kinda healthy during the night. what a waste that i didnt get to go to Justin Bieber My World Tour. well, its okay. ape la sgt si Bieber tu kn..so here's his latest hair cut. SUPER cute!

yes, he is cute. the concert was like in front of my office. i can see people start lining up at 530pm for his concert at 830pm. punye lah semangat! to add more drama, they've been lining up in the rain! bagos tul budak2 nieh. well, enough about Bieber.

Next, malay actor Zed Zaidi is getting married! im not a big fan of him and not even his fans, but 1 thing thats unique about his marriage is HIS WEDDING INVITATION CARD! since they met thru Facebook, they decided to make a facebook-like card. thats SUPER nice of them. 

see! thats cute right? hehe! so anybody out there who met their love thru facebook, u guys can 'copy & paste' this idea. and u will definitely be remembered! hehe! to know more about Zed Zaidi's wedding, u can check it out here:

1. bulanpurnama89

2. beutifulnara

3. ohbulan

promoting section:
there is a friend of mine who i recently noticed to have a blog. haha! his blog is more to like sharing unique stuff. not life-drama-like-blog. haha! if u guys interested, click here. there is one post that i like and been wondering how & where did he get this from. its about Mariah Carey's nude photos. click here to see them for urself.

x o x o
Lya

going to be sick soon!

i think im going to be sick soon. my head, eyes are hot. lil bit of flu + headache + body ache. im going to finish my internship soon. so i need to be healthy in order for me to finish these with proud. huhu! *drama lebih* i am sooooooo hungry! i think people have been wondering apsal dah lame xde status updates "via Blackberry Smartphones" guess what? my bb rosak..he is sick tooo..just like me..hehe! but today Shabil promised to have a look at it. i cant live without bb! life feels sooo empty without bb! no fb, twitter, ym, gtalk, etc. i miss all that! without all that, i feel like my bb tu nokia 3310. uh, hate that. 

oh yea, Ibu is going to Maldives tomorrow. im SUPER jealous! after bandung, she is going to Monaco for 2 weeks. again, im jealous! since she is not going to be in Malaysia a lot, so she decided to send me staying in Nilai with my cousin, Nani. she cant trust me being alone in Penang. neither do i. i cant stay alone. im scared! im still in my sweet 21..i cant even take care of my own self. all this while, i rely on people around me. OMG! is it too late for me to learn to rely on myself??? uh! damn! its hard. 

okay la yea..just got task to do..i wish i could write more. but see u guys soon, okay! take care!

x o x o

Lya

i hate mondays!

yesterday is not a good day for me. i hate Mondays! yesterday i was: 

kinda sick + period pain + tummy ache + headache + fights = great heart ache!

i am sooo sick that i HVE to take a half day off yesterday. i went back, and sleep till 7pm. i felt sooo sick that ive been vomiting a lot! i cant even have a soundless sleep cause i keep on waking up every half an hour to vomit. urgh! thats disgusting! last night, i cant even sleep. i keep on waking up every half an hour. tummy ache + vomits. urgh! i dont know whats wrong with my body. its doesnt functioning well i guess.  

things are going going well for me. i wish i could just shout them here.

i dont think its a misunderstanding anymore. its way more than that. i dont want to care about this anymore. lantak lah. i was NEVER in the big family picture. now i know that. all this time, i think i am in the picture. but actually im not. i love my family so much! especially from my dad's side. i felt more connected to them but i am actually 'perasan'. I WAS NEVER IN THE FAMILY. 

so that means everybody was faking their smile, laugh in front of me. 

never thought it could turn out this way. maybe its entirely my fault. 

*oh, come on alia. stop thinking about this! these are meant to be this way*

but, should i think that 'these things happened for a reason'? 

ive said sorry but never forgiven. i understand that THAT is actually ur choice whether or not to forgive me. at least, ive done my part by saying sorry even thought i feel that it was not entirely my fault. 

i really hope that i could just forget all these. kinda sick of thinking all these. 

x o x o

Lya

weekends 16 & 17 april

hello bloggies! 

i spent my last weekend in Seremban! im super duper happy! seeing my dad settled in his new house which is nearer to my stepmother's spa. i went back on Saturday. meeting Nani and Amir in Nilai. sempat ber-iceroom dlu before going back to Seremban. as usual i ate Yammy Yam, my favorite! hehe! 

sampai je rumah, mkn nasi + gulai ikan tenggiri masak lemak + gulai daging masak lemak! thats was superb! lame dah xmkn food Wan masak. later that night, Abah masak gulai ayam masak lemak. that was superb too! (u guys probably feeling weird, apsal la asyik masak lemak je kn..haha! thats our all time favourite!). then the next day, which is Sunday and yesterday pg2 lg i bgn with gulai udang masak lemak. haha! im dying of bloated when im in Seremban. haha! i love it! even xboleh mkn byk, still mkn jugak. ive been grew up with all that. hehe!

tgh hari sket, me and my cousin went for a spa treatment and later, hair treatment. ahhhhh..what a nice feeling of being treated like a princess! haha! i love it! 

and as for last night, i ate 2 cakes from Secret Recipe. Strawberry Marshmellow Cheesecake and Chocolate Indulgence. its been long since i had my last cake. last night was nice. hehe!

but im kinda feel bit disappointed with a person. we had so much fun last night. but, he said things that he shouldn't be saying. am i even a joke to him? im thankful for all the things he have done for me. but trhats too much from him.

x o x o

Lya

every person that i knew told me that "life is like a box of chocolate with surprise center. u will never know whats inside unless u try them". at first, i said its just a quote. but now i think i began to believe in it. there might be ur favorite flavor inside. bot maybe most of it, is not. it might be sweet, or bitter. life for me is hard. sometimes i hate it and sometimes im loving it. uh, life is hard. well, nothing is easy in this world.

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i came across this ads in my emails. so i wanted to share it here with u guys. this is like a chocolate with my favorite flavor.

x o x o

Lya

day dreaming!

org sume sibuk kje, i sibuk google for wedding dresses images..haha! 

*while listening to Speechless from Lady Gaga over and over again*

i went thru weddingguideasia.com. kinda nice. a lot of tips. and they featured many photographers. 

and they featured all kinds of weddings. for those who's going to get married soon, this site is a must. a lot of ideas to 'copy and paste'.

usually, i would talk about this with my best buddy, Fatin Athirah. but since she is super duper busy with works, so im left here alone talking to my dearly pinky lappy. haha! sedih gile! *oh, i miss my BFF!*

here are few images that i stole from the webby.

me and Aten talked about our wedding dresses a lot..haha! 

"girls will always be girls"

nect time, i want to talk about my dream wedding ring pulak. haha!

those wedding dresses are super duper gorgeous! im loving it! 

okay2, enough day dreaming! not good!

take care darlings! thanks for reading!

x o x o

Lya

Sisterhood & Best Friend Forever

hi bloggy,
see, i cant get enough to blog. hehe! so now, i want to talk about my BFF. her name is Fatin Athirah. 
how i met her? haha! long story. she never knew i am Alia Amira. but she heard a lot of things, rumors about me from those bitches who cant stand seeing me happy. haha! adat manusia la kn. klu a person ni bagos, mesti org xsuke die tuh. well, i dont give a damn. then me & aten began to hangout together during our 2nd semester in UniKL. thats when all the friendship happened. we fought, we laugh, we cried together. we're like twins. she knows how i felt about something. she have a black belt in Alia Amira's life. hahahahaha! she knows EVERYTHING about me. 

its normal that we sometimes fought. haha! misunderstanding..and all that stuff. but she is the only GIRLfriend that knows me inside out. hehe! we helped each other a lot. and we hate the same person too. haha! she saw me thru ups & downs in UniKL. i love her! its kinda hard to contact each other since we're both busy with internship. but we'll see each other again next semester when we sign up for degree this July. hehe! cant wait to get back together! hehe!


so, crite pnye crite..actually i bru je lepas main Lipice Apps kt facebook. its kinda fun. this is the time where u will remember ur BFF/sisters or whoever that is super meaningful to u. Once you’ve uploaded a photo, edit and insert your message to your BBF! BFF is someone you share sisterhood and girly bonding with. Not necessarily blood-related.

ive done mine. haha! its super cool! here's the link to the apps. Once the campaign is over, u guys will received ur edited photo, and its PRINTED! 
do try this okay SISTAs! love u guys sooo much! see u guys again soon!


x o x o
Lya

Visiting Baby Netfision! 13 April 2011

morning bloggies! 

yesterday i went to one the staff's (Kak Lina) house in Gombak. she just gave birth to a baby boy. he is SUPER too small! takot gile tgk. nk usik tu apetah lg..haha! hbs patah riuk anak org tu kang. haha! its hard to believe that Kak Lina is only 23 (if im not mistaken), and she already gave birth. OMG! sooo not me. 

by looking at the size of the baby already scare me to death. how can it possible for something with THAT SIZE came out from that part?! Oh no. im not going thru that. like to see babies, but not for me. haha!

here are some pictures snapped using my dear BB berry.

haha! hope u guys enjoy the photos! see u guys later okay.

take care darlings!

x o x o

Lya

So far, good wednesday.

I manage to finished my work SUPER early. its actually already finished yesterday but i told him this morning. And guess what? He emailed me the wrong documents. So need to re-do everything today. I'm lucky that ALL that was still in my mind from yesterday. Haha!
So far, my health is quite okay. My tummy is giving me hard time to eat. I can't really eat things that I love like I used to..I've checked, but all they said was to eat things with no rice, chilies, salt, oils and bla bla bla..its doesn't make any sense at all! Who would wants to eat things that HAVE NO TASTE? Its ridiculus!
I'm still eating things that like, but I have to endure the pain afterwards..huhu! Better than having nothing. Yup, u might say that I'm SUPER DUPER stubborn, but u'll definitely do the same.




That's all for now. Take care darlings!
x o x o
Lya

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Not really a good night.

OMG! I just got someone into accident. Not him, but his car. I am truly sorry..oh, I wish u know how guilty I felt. It was because of me. I don't know how to make it up to u..I'm sooooooo sorry! I hope, I won't do that again.
If ure reading this, please know that I SUPER sorry. And I think, ure mad at me. Its okay, its my fault anyway. Sorry yea..I am truly understand if u don't want to talk to me ever again.
I'm sorry,

x o x o
Lya

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Ive done my presentation!

Alhamdulillah..

im super blessed! ive done my presentation! yay! mlm ni leh g Seoul Garden. celebrate! the presentation went well. madam cool and relax je. mse tu la i want to show all my designs..haha! takbur gile! padahal biase2 je pun..but i have a lot of designs. so kre 'terer' lah. haha! my presentation was like 10 minutes je. kejap gile. sempat lg la nk borak2 jap before madam balik. borak about report yg kne hntr before 6 May. urgh! report sungguh memenatkn!
madam ckp "kamu ade pape lg nk tunjuk?" i said no. then madam ckp "xde ke kje2 facebook yg awak nk tunjuk?". i was just smile. terkedu kejap.
hahahahahah! overall, it was okay. madam xde comment pape, that means okay la tuh..*agaknye lah*
i think thats all for now. take care darlings! see u guys soon!

x o x o
Lya

Monday Blues

hello bloggy!
today is my presentation day. lecturer nk dtg visit. so far xde la nervous ke..ape ke..im just chilling! yeah! haha! rse mcm nk makan byk2 je! hungry lorh! i did prepare myself for that presentation..myself je la..hri ni pkai bju kurung and people said mcm hari raye je sbb ramai yg pkai bju kurung. cant wait to go back. nk sambung tdo! susah btl nk bgn hri ni. Saturday and Sunday are not enough since i worked from Monday to Friday. so not fair. a friend of mine, only worked from Monday to Wednesday, 9am to 530pm. thats, SUPER not fair. urgh! sabar je lah. another 3 weeks to go. then im DONE! haha!
so planned to go out with Adiana tonight. where? to Seoul Garden. still planning. not sure yet. hopefully jd la..she is going to have her FYP presentation today, so to release her tenses, we HAVE to go out for dinner. eat til u drop! i'll update about it soon..take care darlings!

x o x o
Lya

I'm super duper hate to be here! Ade je la bende yg xkene. I hate it! I'm sick of it! Klu xbergaduh, xboleh. Nnt hidup xtenteram. If we fought, it normal. Nothing to be weird of.
Why can't she understand that I have bloody work even that I'm intern?! Did she thinks that intern got nothing to do?!
I am sooooo fucking puas hati that I don't have to live with her. I made a good decision by not staying here. I feel at ease if we not facing each other everyday. Klu x, ade je bende yg xkene. WAJIB!
U know what? I'll do everything sendiri okay. Xpyah susah2 nk ask her dah. Klu amir bleh plak ckp elok2. Ape beze kitorg? Oh, yea BIG DIFFERENT! Because I NEVER be the person that she always wanted me to be. Amir always grew up according to her plan. Yeah, I almost forgot that. I thought, when I'm getting older, things will change. But I was TOTALLY wrong. Things will still remains the same if I don't go her way.
Dah la. Malas nk ckp byk dah. Whatever lah. I'm already sick of these. I will still be like how I want to be. You should have support me..but u didn't..to u, I wasn't good enough..lantak lah.

x o x o
Lya

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Fw: After sooo many years!

I hardly remember when was my last time on a ferry. Haha! When I was small, I was the one who is super excited to get on a ferry. Haha! Beautiful memories!
Now, its 6am. I'm updating this blog by using my bb and I'm on my way back home in the island. Guess what? I travelled from KL to Penang by train! Haha! Nice experience. Looking at other people. So no more at-least-three-star-journey-experience for me. Time to get realistic to life.
Okay la, I'm super sleepy right now! Will update soon.
Love u guys!

x o x o
Lya

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what i want in men ^(>.<)^

dear bloggy,

YES! saye seorg yg gile! gile meng-hapdet status, blog, twitter & lain2 lg..haha! and i always swing my mood. in a day, i can be happy, i can be sad, i can be tensed, its all depends on how well is my day was. td emo2 skrg da tbe2 brubah mood. yeah, that me. 

now, i feel like i want to make a post about guy's criteria that i like. haha! ala2 ciri2 lelaki idaman la..haha! 

most important thing is the looks. i dont need all-that-handsome-look. as long as sedap mate memandang, then im okay. next, i like a guy thats 'hubby-type". what do i mean by that term? its simple. that guy mesti la boleh wat i rse mcm die tu layak utk dijadikan suami. caring, loving, romantic, responsible. responsible not only to me, but to his life too. i like a guy that have future plans. thats how i know he is super damn serious with me and he wants me to in his future life. hehe! awwww..so sweet!

i also like a guy thats "daddy-type". hehe! since im a daddy daughter, i need him to be just like my dad (except that my dad is a womanizer). i like guy that love kids. thats how i see, how loving and caring he is. hehe! alia ni seorg yg tersgt lah manje. so i need a guy that can spoil me. hehe! i love to be treated like princess. haha! suke sgt dimanje. just like how my dad did. hehe! my dad is the person i love the most. so, that guy mesti lah setanding my dad. hehe!

since im not soo feeling so well with my tummy, i need him to care. i want him to be concern. i want him to be sweet cause that will make me feel better. remind me what can i eat. what i cant..

i love guys who love to eat! i, myself love u eat. a lot! hehe!

i like a guy yg "unpredictable". out of no where, he will appear with surprises. haha! i love surprises! haha! i like a guy that left me wondering what will he do next. hehe! by just waiting for his next surprise had made me super duper nervous! i also want guy yg bleh tolerate dgn my temper. i am super hot-tempered. i want him to have water-like attitude that calms me down. 

i know thats too much to ask. but thats what i look for in a guy. haha! well, thats just me. 

i think thats all for now. i'll update again soon. hehe!

x o x o

Lya

fair?

things that we do and things that we get, does it worth the efforts? i dont care whats ur answer. but in my case, ITS NOT.  and i am totally hate it. others may not care about it, but i do care. if this is what suits the world, i'll do it my way then. bru puas hati! bru la ape yg i dpt tu padan dgn muke i sdr kn! 

im super not in a good mood now. please dont joke around with me. at least not now. im still damn fucking mad right now. 

x o x o

Lya

^annoying night^

why do i have to understand people's feeling but they dont even bothers mine? its super not fair! how can they do that? if u want to be understandable, u should understand others too. u hang up every calls like "okay la, bye". u know what? i hate that. xboleh ke friendly sket? ure goign to sleep, but yet u still acting mcm tu. u cant just compare me with other girls u met. im super duper different. u shud know that. from the very first time u met me, u should know me.
i dah malas gile nk ckp. so next time u shud know me. 'actions speak louder than words". paham2 sendiri la yea. i am actually dah super duper malas nk fikir pasal sume ni lg. dah la yea. dah la, i want to get my daily dosage of beauty sleep. i dont want to think abut this anymore. and i hope i wouldnt get nightmare tonight.

goodnight darlings!

x o x o
Lya

super bored in my workspace

hello darlings! oh, i have NOTHING to do. if this is what we called WORK, i rather stay in class studying..i am seriously bored. this morning, i got one good news. guess what? i get to take a leave this Thursday! yay! xpayh dtg kje. tp kn, im super pissed off with UniKL. tiap2 bulan, ade je hal yg nk kne setlle kt campus. malas tul lah nk g campus then masuk kje balik. so, i just take a leave.
right now, all i can say is im am super bloomy! haha! there are things happened that made me sooo happy. right now, im kinda happy with my life. i dont have to depends on Shabil anymore. i think its a good thing that i can now live my life independently. i dont have to ask him to come and see me anymore. ive been depending on him since my first time living on my own in KL without my parents. kinda happy that i dont have to bother anyone anymore. huhu!
i have a roommate who is really understanding. she understand me better than anyone else. im super lucky! whenever im bored, i asked her out. haha! its a nice feeling to have my girly day out with her. we shopped, we ate. EVERYTHING. i wun feel shy if i want to ask for her opinion on the bra that i intended to buy. that was just awesome! we had Tutti Frutti together in Bangsar. huhu! i love u ADIANA OTHMAN! ure the best roommate that i ever ever ever had!
right now, im browsing around this 1 blog. super nice! its a photography blog. the dad is a photographer that only took his daughters's photos. sooooooo sweet lah klu dpt this kind of hubby! u guys check this blog out okay. here's the link :

http://kristinandkayla.blogspot.com/

okay lah guys, thats all for now okay. i'll update u guys soon. have a nice day ahead! take care u guys!

x o x o
Lya

news..news..

hi bloggy!

i think its been long since my last update. haha! ive been busy.

with work + life + families a lot of things to struggles. 

well, i have one good news, but not me. haha!

my mom is going to Maldives this 21 April. she got works to do. i cant go..cause my internship til 29 April..

what a waste! klu hbs awal, boleh ikot!

as for me, i have one news. i dont know whether its good or bad news.

my lecturer is coming to visit me this monday (11April)

i didnt prepared anything yet. so now i have to start preparing my stuff to be presented to my lecturer. huhu!

nervous plak. huhu!

well, thats all for now.

take care ya people!

love u darlings!

x o x o
Lya

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hello bloggy! i am super duper happy! all over the moon! haha! i wish i could write everything here. but, i dont  think that would a be good idea. so just let me keep it to myself and to my BFF. 

oh yea, i had lunch with my BFF this afternoon. superb. tp perut rse kenyang plak. dah la org nk blanje, but all i ate was nuggets.

we're busy updating each other with our latest personal news. haha! its been long and i was super excited to see her.

today, i got date. 

shabil asking me out. yeah, we're still working things out. but if he ever said that he dun need me again and he need his time alone, i think thats it. i cant tolerate more on that. 

enough on shabil. lets talk about other things.

hurm..i wish i could just kiss and tell. sometimes, i regret what had happened to me. why do i have all this. org lain xde pun. not fair.

im going to Nilai tomorrow. huhu! dont know for what. but im going to lepak2 or for iceroom..hehe! i think thats all for now.

take care darlings!

x o x o

Lya